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悲伤_逆流成河其实,自己对于郭敬明的小说有当初的追捧到现在的逃避,是有原因的。因为他太压抑了,我总是有想逃脱这种境界的冲动。文字的灰暗,压抑的调调,我始终喘不过气来。
《悲伤_逆流成河》,他的新作,我去触碰他,是因为网上的推荐。于是,我又试着胆子,捻捏了一番,结果,一如既往,悲戚的背景,下降的人物,故事如恶魔的骷髅爪,紧紧的,慢慢的,一丝一丝的揪住我的心脏,那尖锐的指甲一点点的透进里面。我试着挣脱,却是徒劳。
易遥,齐铭,西森,西湘,唐小米(个人认为的凶手),这几个主要角色,都是花花少年,然而却是上演着与他们年龄不相称的戏码--性,未成年怀孕,堕胎,阴谋论,自杀。。。生命如轮回般旋转,然而,并非所有生命都能得到上帝的眷顾,得到和谐,平安,幸福的一生。这个物质的社会,至少现在,始终充斥着各种的不公平。
我是跟作者同年的,同属于80年后的人,也许是我的迟钝,或是我的漠不关心,还是我的故意忽略。我始终被这样的题材所震撼。因为他确实不同于当年的我们的年代,却是存在于现在的年代。其实,我不应该诧异于这个故事的。我在医院里实习,堕胎这种事也遇见不少,为此自杀,最后还是丢了性命的还是不时会遇到的。现在,只是我自己没看开而已。
看过我的Blog的人应该会记得,我曾经问过自己,生命为何如此脆弱。无论是科学家还是哲学家,生命的课题永远是无休止的。所以,对于小小的我,又何须这么执着于她呢?也许,我只要握住我自己认知的生命,演绎我自己的生命,就已经是一项艰巨而伟大的事情了。毕竟,能生存已是不易,更何况要好好的生活。
悲伤,也许已经逆流成河了,但我却要顺流而上,寻找我快乐,因为我相信,悲伤的尽头就是快乐。 考试归来!!!拉拉拉...
考完拉,终于考完雅思拉.嗯,嗯, 怎么说呢?这次总体感觉挺不错的,除了最后一篇reading,口语不紧张拉,哈哈,那个鬼老挺好人的.
说点有趣的,我竟然遇上了第一次在GZ考的section1,还有我命好的遇上流程图,不过都ok拉,说到speaking,真的要谢谢我香港的表妹,她帮我考前练习了不少.
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跟大家分享一下拉,哈哈! A naked womanToday, I read a gossip about the movie stars. It mainly reported the behaviors of the actress with naked. The hot features always attract men's eyes, sometimes cause the envy from women. However, we cannot deny that they are beautiful.
I think most modern women would like to be naked at home, especially the single ones. Maybe they don't match the images which are people's favorite. They still hope to present their aspect of beauty, I believe. Even the audiences are just themselves. Sensibility is women's instinct. Clothes play an important role in females' lives. They can cover women's shortages in the public, protect them from attacks, like love, job, and strengthen their confidences. Only be naked at home, women can face their weakness truly, naturally and bravely.
Female is the weak camp in this paternal society, many people consider that. They need security and warm. Being naked maybe similar the feeling like a child embracing her mother. Because mother's embrace is always the place where is safest and warmest.
Maybe, one day, I live alone. I will fall down the curtain and be naked at home, enjoying my own happiness and secrets.
Maybe, one day, it will come true. ( P: ) 灿若•六色(转载)用你的眼睛看世界,你会看见世界的颜色。 用你的心看世界,你会看见世界的心。 一抹蓝
白云瞬间苍白,水里的姹紫嫣红,一晃,大地无尘、无影。天空尽头依然无垠。
纯无垢 这里那里,时间凝结成一种喧嚣的方式。锁骨以北,发梢以南,静默成为记忆定格之地。
譬如粉红 紫的红,红的白,暧昧而莫测,如爱,相思总关情。
流转的金 轻纱遮不了曼妙,深墨锁不住繁复。
遇见橙 在街角邂逅你,天正好,煦暖而随和,于是我看见幸福张开眼睛微笑。
于是绿 我看见你,嫩绿,翠绿,青葱、墨绿的潋滟,在这里,涤荡成永恒的明媚。
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